Gonna blog first before i head for a nap. Gonna bring mommy out for dinner later. :)

Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. Went to 'Melody Valley 2' with my sister sandra. Drank and drank till i got tipsy. Called marcus and blabbered alot of rubbish. I cried and sandra took my phone away and scolded marcus. Sigh. I didnt want things to turn out this way.. but since i`ve done it, i`ve gotta keep to it luh. Met marcus at tampines. Talked to him, said lotsa hurtful stuff to him, but i guess, he`ll know i do not mean it. Im really sorry boy. Forgive me ? But still, i wont back out. Pls do not contact me anymore, and i`ll not contact you too. Just give me time, time is all i need from you, to let me forget you. Yesterday, i was so pek chek i smoked too. Gosh.. (-____-") Anyways, i`ve really made up my mind this time round, and that is, i will be forgetting marcus once and for all. Forget the love we once shared.. Boy, you`ve gotta understand that i wont always be there for you. I`m utterly disappointed in what you`ve got for me. So everything you`ve been telling me the past few months were all 'jiao wei'. But thanks to my sister, i`ve finally woken up from this. I dont want to be the fool no longer. =) Do take care of yourself and study hard. =)) Just wanna say, i`m sorry for all the hurtful things i`ve said to you ytd. Dont take them to heart, because i did not mean it. Take care ya? =D

给我一杯忘情水
换我一生不伤悲
就算我会喝醉
就算我会心碎
不会看见我流泪


From today onwards, my heart is on you ben baby ! :D You better treat me well and dote me plenty plenty ;p. Teehee. Love youuuu asshole. =D


Sisters and me. =)

I love my sisters lots. Although we may always be quarrelling, but yet, they are the ones who are always there for me when im down. =D Love ya bitches.


Sammie outzxzxz ! :D